I sometimes wonder.

What compels you to ignore that life is a battle?

That you end it when God had brought you to it to see your purpose.

I've been just so tired. So tired of everyone expecting so much out of me. Then not thanking me for it. So tired of the endless assignments and work I have to keep up to. No sense of satisfaction each time I cut of a task from my to do list because I know the next day I will have some more.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.Matthew 6:34

Then this comes in my head. I just hope I'll be done with my exams. Because I'm just so exhausted and have no more mood to study anymore.