All that animosity.

I know I have been doing this emo shit for too long. So. I should just deal with my feelings somewhere private.Elsewhere. That way. You don't have to talk about me behind my back and treat me like I'm some kind of emotional attention seeking paranoid bitch. Coz I'm not.

It's already March. 2011. Time flies actually when you're so caught up your studies. I managed to level up my grades except for Maths. Maths is a total failure even if I worked on it or not. I know for a fact that I haven't actually been talking to people much these few months ( and also the months to come, I foresee) because everything's just been sucking the life out of me. So, to those who felt that I've shoved them aside, I am terribly sorry. :( But if you make a date, I'll def be there. Just that I can't afford to organise another outing to movies or initiate chats on msn like I usually do all the time becoz :

1. I'll be doing my assignments.

2. I am not bothered to say Hi first but I'll still chat if you did.

3. I'm exhausted.

Prefects is up to about 120 people now. Stress levels are pretty high coz you have to face petty complains about a few prefects every few days or so and there's always an event to plan after the other. Right now, it's the retreat in May. The next board better be good, we've just been doing lots of blueprint on all the comms. There are SO MANY CHANGES happening sometimes I don't blame the prefects for being blur themselves. But we're def getting better.

Holidays are now and I actually don't have the motivation to open a book and study. I need to kick this habit.

My baby boy's in Melaka now for waterpolo. :( I miss the living daylight out of him.