Throw it all away.

I always wonder about what would happen if I didn't join Form Six. I guess one of the best moments and my worst memories happen in that year itself. If I could live out 2010 again, I'd live it all again. Except for the bad parts. I wished I didn't have to make some decision,ironically I was thankful for the particular ones I made.

2010 saw me happy,depressed,loved,brokenhearted,joyous and experiencing things I've never experienced before-surprises,decisions and regrets.

I'm so so tired.So drained. Sometimes, turning to someone is just as hard. I just really need to talk it out but no one's there to listen. Or bother to listen. Even if they do they'd just want to tell you about THEIR life stories after that.Is it so hard to listen? I don't know for you but I listen to you so why can't you do the same.

I've set a very high hope for 2011 and I just really leave it all to God. People may see the impossible in my dream but I just want to prove them wrong once and for all. The journey is definitely a tough one coz I've been crying (as a result of stress) but crying makes me stronger.

So let this year be my year. Dear God, I dedicate my year to you.